Guess who…

Guess who rocked the sales and made her daily goal yesterday? Yeah, Uh-huh–I’m bad! (grin)
I worked 10.5 hours! (oy!) I was certainly tired at the end of that shift! Talking for 10.5 hours..you would think that I would have wanted nothing but silence on the way home, but to be honest, Shay and I had [...]

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Paperwork

I spent the evening filling out divorce paperwork, at least making a small dent anyway. (big sigh)
Bekki

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Wisconsin move.

5 more days left!

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Another me..peeking out.

I just dropped Isabelle off at Chris’s for a lift to school. I miss her already! I bought her some water pistols yesterday, her dad took her swimming and they had a ton of fun. I didn’t join in, I got some well-deserved sleep! I realized this morning that this apartment doesn’t feel like my home [...]

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must sleep…

Know what happens when you get back from a vacation destination with a time that’s 3 hours behind the one you live in? You end up typing at 3:30 Am wishing you felt even a teensy bit tired!!! Forgive my random and completely strange topic changes..I am really not able to focus on one topic and [...]

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As time goes by!

 I think I love Arizona! The dry heat doesn’t bother me a bit and the beauty of the flowers, cacti and birds make my heart feel completely full. I discovered a river walk that circles around and comes back to the hotel, I have taken to walking that path 2 times a day. It brings [...]

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Well, it’s done.

I am confirmed for moving to my sisters. $70.00 for a bus ticket and I am there. I will go on vacation until May 5th for my awesome visit with Zen, and after I get back I will take 2 weeks or so to save up the funds and pack my suitcase for Wisconsin.
Shay and [...]

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BAM!

I am up freakishly early, ok an hour early, but still. My heart is lonely. It’s not easy sitting in this house alone sometimes. Everyone else has moved on and I am still plugging away. They don’t tell you that this will be a lonely endeavor changing your insides. They didn’t really tell ME anything when [...]

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I am a goober..but I like that about me..

I like the me that is emerging lately. I am liking how honest I am being with my internal work. That voice in my head just keeps on adding helpful suggestions, and they are generally the right ones. When you are examining yourself closely you get to a point where you can’t even buy your [...]

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Thinking, always thinking.

Did someone hit pause on my brain? I have no inspiration for thought at the moment and it is bugging me muchly. I should post something interesting like recipes, quotes, something about art…instead I am sitting here wishing I could have my dream again.
 I talked with Zen at length about the coming convention we will [...]

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Tell me the truth…did you miss me?

I am back on-line, I am happy to say Mark is still alive even though I was told to strangle him.
It looks like my driving lesson for this evening is canceled since a belt went on the car and it had to be towed home. (grimace)
I am slipping in my dieting (damn you [...]

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That guy…

Sometimes when I think too long about something I get myself twisted in knots. It isn’t a bad thing, merely a bit of a riddle, wrapped in an enigma, cuddled by a mystery. It takes me time (and a few naps) before I can work my way back about the twist here and the curl [...]

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Movie Love.

Mr. Magorium’s Wonder Emporium…This movie is for people like me. I loved it to bits. In the middle I glanced at my daughter and realized we are the same kind of person, only I am suppose to be a grown-up. Lucky for me, I get to pretend I am not 1/2 the time. I think [...]

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My Birthday.

I am going to be 34 on January 12, 2008. It is perhaps the first birthday I am looking forward to for all the right reasons. I have lost 35lbs. and everyone is shocked, shocked I tell you! My sister Michelle called me a bitch when I told her, I think it was a compliment. (giggle)
My [...]

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Joyful Thoughts.

Sometimes certain nights are just more serene and joyful then others. This  is one such a night. I feel less hurried, more in-tuned with my world. I know that my life is changing, and I accept that I have no control over fate, but sometimes I fight it and fuss over where my life is [...]

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