Communication, compromise and committment.

I am always learning, learning, learning, today I am thinking on the value of communication, compromise and commitment. Each one of these puppies are important, but together, AH! together they are the winning team! I know you are thinking it, who does she think she is anyhow?..lol I am not an expert, I am a [...]

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Pueblo Orgins story.

(This article on the Acoma religion got me thinking)
Acoma

“In the beginning two female human beings were born. These two children were born underground at a place called Shipapu. As they grew up, they began to be aware of each other. There was no light and they could only feel each other. Being in the dark [...]

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Don’t forget your change…

When I think I tend to do it while I type. This explains the randomness of my blogging. My thoughts these days circle around personal improvement, I am not being fanatical, I am outgrowing old behaviors and habits that no longer serve me. I am learning I am a creature of reaction and defensiveness, things I [...]

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Another me..peeking out.

I just dropped Isabelle off at Chris’s for a lift to school. I miss her already! I bought her some water pistols yesterday, her dad took her swimming and they had a ton of fun. I didn’t join in, I got some well-deserved sleep! I realized this morning that this apartment doesn’t feel like my home [...]

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must sleep…

Know what happens when you get back from a vacation destination with a time that’s 3 hours behind the one you live in? You end up typing at 3:30 Am wishing you felt even a teensy bit tired!!! Forgive my random and completely strange topic changes..I am really not able to focus on one topic and [...]

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As time goes by!

 I think I love Arizona! The dry heat doesn’t bother me a bit and the beauty of the flowers, cacti and birds make my heart feel completely full. I discovered a river walk that circles around and comes back to the hotel, I have taken to walking that path 2 times a day. It brings [...]

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Personality variables..

Some women gush when they go to the clothing store, some gush when they go to a shoe store, and still others gush when make-up counters come into view. I am no different then they, the only clear difference is that what makes me gush is nothing at all to do with my body. I gush when [...]

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It seems I have a problem..

It has just been pointed out that I have a problem with meddling. If a friend tells me they want to be left alone, but I know they are not doing well I can’t help but meddle and bug them. I suck. It isn’t that I don’t understand the need to be left alone, cause [...]

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Here comes the sun..

I have been thinking about my past a lot the last 3 days. I don’t often talk about my past, mostly cause it’s never good to revisit things that hurt, it just makes them happen again in your mind, the pain starts all over as if for the first time. However, this time is different. [...]

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Definition of the Day..

Countenance:
Main Entry: 1coun·te·nance
Function: noun
Pronunciation: ‘kaun-t & n-&n(t)s, ‘kaunt-n&n(t)s
Etymology: Middle English contenance, from Middle French, from Medieval Latin continentia, from Latin, restraint, from continent-, continens, present participle of continere to hold together — more at CONTAIN
1 obsolete : BEARING , DEMEANOR
2 a : calm expression b : mental composure c : LOOK , EXPRESSION [...]

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Juggling my life..

Ok, lets make a list of the things I am currently changing in my life…(it might be a shorter list  if I say what I am not changing, but I am not one to take the short way out so here goes)

I am getting divorced..and not a normal divorce, no not for me, I chose [...]

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Brrrumm..Brruumm..

I parked between two cars for the first time..and no, Bryan I didn’t hit them. Heh heh.  I am getting markedly improved on curves and getting in the correct lane. I still need to work on curving into a parking space. I am a genius at straight shots between the lines but the dern turning [...]

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Someone stole my cheese and drove it.

I have way to much going on in my life for one freaking person. How am I able to stand all this stress. I keep expecting fire, flood and famine. I mean why not? I already have more than I need to make a sane person nuts, why not just add a biblical topper! (grumbles)
I [...]

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Clearly I Am Thinking.

I was walking this morning when the song “I’m your angel” came on. I usually assume the song is a love song. It makes me feel all warm and fuzzy. Today I had a shift in perception. It revealed a spiritual truth. The song is about me and my spiritual guides. All this time I [...]

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Change Your Mind and Your Life Will Follow!!

OMG Bonnie!! I love this book…Karen Casey is my new mentor.
This book is from fate. Bonnie delivered it but fate sent it just the same. The 1st two issues she brings up hit me like a fist to the solar plexis. I have been struggling with both these issues. In fact the first one is [...]

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