Meow, Woof, Sigh..

Wubba Wubba Wubba, woke to an amazing fantasy life I had to cut short in order to get my arse into the proper gear for the day. Why do good dreams always have to end with me making my bed? I just once want to wake and have the fantasy be real..though how on earth [...]

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Journey to the past.

“Journey To The Past”
Heart, don’t fail me now!
Courage, don’t desert me!
Don’t turn back
Now that we’re here
People always say
Life is full of choices
No one ever mentions fear!
Or how a road can seem so long
How the world can seem so vast
Courage see me through
Heart I’m trusting you
On this journey…to the past
Somewhere down this road
I know someone’s waiting
Years [...]

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Making hard choices…

Choices..
I have a very hard decision to make. It’s not really one I want to make, truth be told, this is one decision I would cheerfully hand over to anyone else, but it’s MY decision and I have to make it, or rather, I have made it. It’s letting my choice stand and not bend [...]

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I am thoughtful tonight

Ever since I was “awaken” to my path (or whatever you want to call the changes I have been feeling). I have wondered who I was to become. Why this was happening to me? Why me? I am just another girl, nothing more or less than that. I am learning my worth, and I know [...]

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How to build a soul..

To build a soul one must first allow that one is not perfect.
They then must allow that they are teachable and attempt to be just that in all things.
They must accept that things will not always go as planned in their spiritual quest.
They must accept that the road is long and the path not always [...]

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Whereby Bekki talks about her dream…

I had the most delightful dream last night and just had to share it with you all. I dreamt I was at a festival, I guess I worked there, and everyone knew my name. I was asked to carry something similar to a door, in 2 pieces. One piece was heavy and the other light. [...]

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God challenge.

I am trusting that God has a plan for me. I am trusting that in the next 4 days a miracle will come to me. In 4 days my miracle will be a new job. I am instructed by Chris to not blog or chat for the next 4 days. To just focus on my [...]

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Grandpa McFadden..

I had a really cool dream about my grandpa in his captain hat. I am not sure if folks believe in this, but I think it was a message from him. He wanted to either thank my family for framing his photo or he was asking them to do so. If it was a psychic [...]

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What do my dreams mean?

Last night I had a wonderful dream, most of the time I cannot recall them in detail, I just get a vague sense of not being alone. I dreamt of a friend crying over something he lost. I comforted him and the warm feelings we had made me feel loved and needed, but also supported, [...]

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Approved people!!!

I was not sure how I was going to pay the leftover student costs for my college degree so I took a chance and applied to get a city assist loan, I was convinced my credit would not be approved..but to my surprise I got an approval letter only 5 minutes after I applied! What does that [...]

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Good Morning Campers!

I am thinking about staying in bed today. To hide among the covers and dream about the days to come, rather then the ones that are here now. I am thinking about hiding in the blankets, warm and snuggly and dream about that man I will one day delight. The warmth of his gaze as [...]

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Sleepless in Florida

I am super sleepy, but cannot seem to stay asleep. I am restless and tired of dreaming dreams that chase me about in my bed until I  wake with a sad feeling in my gut. I have nightmares about once every week. I literally wake in my dreams and know I am asleep and then [...]

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Kicking weight’s butt!

I lost 2 more pounds! I was worried when I stopped drinking the slim-fast (thats right I am slim-fast free people!) about my exercising and new sensible eating habits not being good enough, I am so happy to know it is good enough after all.
 I weighed myself and have lost 45 pounds now. I know [...]

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The Voice and the Throat

The Voice and The Throat
I had another dream. This one was using imagery. I think I know what it means but for what purpose I am not sure.
The Voice. The Voice is only able to be heard by the use of the throat. Without the throat the voice cannot speak, even though it might have [...]

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Sex on the brain…

Men’s backs delight me. I think it is the muscles just under the skin, or the bones of their spine popping out. I love mens hands too. The length of the fingers, the palms. Mmmm.. I love mens hair and their eyes. Their damned sexy asses, their chests, their legs, their mouths…I am in trouble.
The [...]

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